Letter to Lola

“Hi dear.

I hope you’re doing okay, I haven’t dreamed about you in a while. I thought I’d write this note as a way for you to know that I still love you. I know you aren’t here, I know I that I never got to meet you. This was my biggest regret. I wish daddy could have heard you laugh. Or seen you smile. Daddy is frustrated in his room again. Daddy is afraid on where to go..

You stopped visiting me in my dreams. Did I do something wrong? I know that I’m so selfish Lola. Daddy is so very selfish. I should have been better. You should be here. I always wanted a daughter. My little sidekick! I see Honór now and know he would have loved to have a big sister to accompany him.

Honór is a shy kid Yknow? But I feel that you would have made him smile more than me and your mother would have. God showed me how beautiful your soul was when I sleep. Daddy is sad, but I will be okay. I know that God is protecting your soul for when we can meet again. Daddy’s gonna make you so proud! Thank you for everything my dear daughter. I love you Lola! Hopefully I won’t have to wait too long to see you. I shouldn’t say that… Wait for me. Please. I’ll be home soon.”